holy days

My aunt has gone to live with God and Christmas has come and passed. The church services were great, with the beautiful singing and messages and friends that I don't see often. There are still people to see and work to do but I just wish I could pretend I don't have to do anything until the new year. Like when I had winter break :) Will I ever be comfortable in my new role? Probably by the time I get to the next one.

dear God

Please pray for my aunt's family, especially her husband. She's dying and it's been very sudden. She got a brain tumor they found in November.

swing!

I know why I don't like roller coasters. Because I am female and I have moods. hormone injected moods. Thats enough of a ride for me!

mumble

I can't explain why I want to do something else with my life. I like freelance work, but freelance doesnt give me coworkers or a separate work life from home life. I just want a routine that takes me away from home, i.e. my mother during the day. Something that would get me up in the morning because I suck at mornings. Anyway. Ranterific.

erp

stolen:

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you....

x mas

I miss Christmas when I was little. I suppose everyone does. But, I really miss being surprised by gifts under the tree and in the stockings. I miss that family would actually come to our house sometimes. My brother would put the bows on my head after all the presents were unwrapped. We have pictures. I miss my Grandma and my Dad. And I miss getting to be a little bit selfish and it was ok. Just for a day.