I hate feeling restless. Every time I start a semi regular new job, it seems to just disappear so fast. I do something a few times and then life just goes back to normal as if I never had a job at all. I suppose that's just the way freelancing goes sometimes, but I gotta say it feels like it's me. Like there's something about me that people just see after the initial good start. They realize they didn't want to hire me at all, but they don't want to hurt my feelings so they just stop calling. Like a weak breakup.
A friend at church once told me that I am infinitely employable. Is it that, or am I just infinitely good in theory but total crap in reality? Can't I go back to being in college and hopeful?
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